okay, soy bean with less sugar sucks. i dont know how ben manages to drink this crap.

so i skipped JUMP on tuesday. i heard that it was a blast. but i believe that the sacrifice was worth it. a little moment with him. was all i needed to make it okay.
i never liked bugis. but because of you. it would be a place i would keep close to my heart.

i got a single silver bullet shot right through my eyes.
to prove i can't survive without you.

so i went to VIVO after that. only to see Ian and Sebest and Mummy! i miss that bitch. so we tired to study. actually. Ian and Sebest tried to study. but nothing really worked now did it? brain cells died that night.

maybe if my heart stops beating,
it wont hurt so bad.

so yesterday, i went to ICA to finally. to make that stupid identity card of mine. three cheers for me. but i hated that place. why? BECAUSE THERE WERE MILLIONS OF SCREAMING BABIES THERE. and anyone who knows me well enough. i hate crowds. and i hate screaming babies. especially those whose parents just let them run around like little mad devils without a heck or care for the world. and that ended my horrible experience yesterday at that building. they have ten freaking levels! why cant they have a floor dedicated to screaming babies? they should seriously do something about it. seriously.

lets watch our first sunrise,
and the world me know would disappear.

friends.
please enlighten me. what and who they are. some say that they dont want to be intrusive. most dont intrude at all. life has changed so much that i have no idea who they are anymore. life just constantly changes without us knowing. yeah. sometimes it would simply come to a point where i'd sream out loud.
"i got no friends"
but i remember that thats not true. i just forgot who they really are. i really need to rearrange my priorities.

screw you get out the door.

so yeah. it been pointed out to me once and again. who are you trying to kid? be original and be yourself. get a life and get out of mine. you have no right. no right at all. to say that you know me because you dont. you're just trying to be someone you're not.
go and leave me. go get a life.


wait for sixth of september. wait for you to come online. wait for you to love me.